In my wildest dreams I never though the day I will be writing a post about politics and terror acts will arrive, but I simply cannot sit here and post yet another concoction of all things fabulous and ignore what unfortunately became very real to me. It’s one thing when you are watching news or reading an article online about this and that and how tense things are in the middle east but it’s an entirely different scenario to know your family is at the line of fire.
I won’t be sitting here and stating my political views, nor will I be bashing the news and saying how inaccurate and completely misplaced things often tend to be, but I can tell you my side of the story. My family lives in the south of Israel, and if you’ve been getting any whiff of the latest reports, you know that it’s the last place you would want to be at at the moment. Schools have been shut down for days, the city, according to my parents is a ghost town. Retail stores and commercial centers closed their doors to customers and except for a few grocery stores the city gone quite. At first, relying on their usual set of well tested coping mechanisms they were laughing the whole thing off, having a smoke on the balcony and listening to the sirens with a great deal of indifference, telling me everything is “just fine”. But when a missile landed in it’s full fury in our back yard, only steps away from a children’s play ground, it became really hard to remain falsely amused.
It goes without saying I speak to my family every day and check in in every chance I’ve got but to be completely honest I don’t know how one can deal … The all mighty tune of “the show must go on” is stuck on repeat at the back of my mind; Coats are waiting to be sewn, projects to be submitted, internships obtained and galas to be covered but even from a distance, obliging to most of my daily tasks, my heart is with all of you that for some twisted reason have to be in such unspeakable circumstances to begin with. To be afraid at your own four walls, to be mortified to board your usual form of public transportation for work, and to be constantly guessing where will they strike next? Stay safe and well protected, I am sending you my virtual support and strength to face the day…
I’ve decided to pair this post with the work of Theo Altenberg, a German artist which creations I find incredibly moving, as though he was stirring a storm of color an the canvas…